The light sleep I was in. She was dominating my mind. Infact, itd be rather appropriate to say that I didn't sleep at all that night. Almost every five minutes, I'd get up, thinking ' she's cheated me ' ..
Yeah she has.
And then the tears. What wrong did I do ? Didn't love you enough ? What was my fault ?
"You're fault was that you were too serious for her. You loved her. That was your fault "
But isn't 'love' was what she wanted from me ?
" She wanted you to be cool. You were cool untill you met her. And then you started taking yourself for granted. You started becoming a big bore. A BIG BORE. There, I said it. And she? She's young, has her own extended group of friends in which she's very popular. She has a best friend who advices her on everything. It was probably her advice coz of which you're sitting alone. She has an equally popular boyfriend. AND HE'S NOT YOU. "
I felt those words go through my very chest. Felt like my heart was sinking. Did she really do it to me? Her boyfriend, he was her favorite classmate which she told me about.
What're you gonna do now ? I'm gonna think about it later.
As of now, just lemme cry in peace.
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